West of the Moon
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Comfort
Sam comforts Frodo in Minas Tirith after the quest.
Author: Bill The Pony
Rating: NC-17
Minas Tirith wasn't made for hobbits, and that was Sam's
final word on the subject. He propped his feet on the rung of the tall chair
where he sat, cradling a mug of beer-- not a patch on what he was used to, but
good enough. More than enough for those who'd come near enough to never tasting
a bite of bread or a sup of ale again.
Frodo slept nearby, resting uneasy in the wide tall bed where he lay-- it took
climbing a footstool to get into it, but it was the best Minas Tirith had to
offer, and that was saying something. Still, Mr. Frodo wasn't comfortable here,
and that was Sam's main concern.
Frodo was healed in body, for the most part; they'd stayed a long time on the
Field of Cormallen as Aragorn readied himself to enter his city. But Frodo
wasn't quite right yet-- not to Sam's mind, anyway. Like he didn't want to go
back to normal now that it was all over, or like he couldn't.
Sam sighed. It had been easier to comfort Frodo on the Field; in their tent he
could just pull his pallet up next to Frodo's and reach out to him as though
they were still out in the wilds, sleeping curled up close, sharing the warmth
of their cloaks. Here in this City of Men, it felt all formal-like, what with
the bedposts carved like trees, only out of white stone, and the mugs all
wrought of silver, and fine-woven rugs on the floors and all. It felt like he
ought to go to his own bed, just to be proper, but it stood across the room from
Frodo's.
Frodo whimpered and the bedclothes rustled; it was all Sam could stand plus just
a bit more. "Just you rest easy, Mr. Frodo." He put the mug on the table and
pattered over to the edge of the bed, scrambling up onto the stool. Frodo's face
shone with sweat; his brow furrowed and he struggled against the twisted sheets
in the torment of his dream.
Sam hesitated, torn between speed and yearning, still strangely shy when it came
to the sticking point of climbing into bed with Frodo-- as though being here in
this fancy place meant his master didn't need Sam's comfort!
"Don't be a fool," he muttered to himself, shrugging out of the sweater and
overshirt he wore and letting them fall, hastily sliding under the coverlet next
to Frodo.
Frodo curled around him instantly, burrowing his face into Sam's neck, and Sam
was ashamed of his delay. Frodo sighed deeply, his breath tickling at Sam's
skin. Without hesitating, Sam slipped his arms round Frodo's body. "Your Sam's
here," he breathed. "You can sleep easy now." He petted Frodo's hair softly,
nuzzling into the top of his head.
Frodo sighed again, nestling against him, and Sam felt the flutter of lashes
against his chest-- he was awake, then. Sam stilled but did not draw back.
"Would you like a bite or a sup?" he murmured. "There's good beer and fresh milk
and new bread, with just a few of last summer's apples."
"No, Sam." Frodo lay still, but his head tilted back and he looked up at Sam's
face. Sam gazed down into his eyes, worrying about the bruised circles on the
pale skin in the hollows below them.
"Then maybe you can rest now that I'm here," Sam muttered awkwardly, and Frodo's
lips curved into a smile. Sam felt his eyes sting; that expression hadn't been
on Frodo's face often enough since they set out from the shire a year and a
lifetime ago.
"Yes," Frodo murmured. "Though if you would rather not stay--"
"Rather not stay?" Sam hugged Frodo as fiercely as he dared. "Don't be silly,
Mr. Frodo."
Frodo's hand stroked his back; Sam felt the absence of the missing finger
against his skin, and his eyes stung again, but he firmed his jaw-- he would not
add to his master's burden of grief and hurt.
"You always believed we would win through, didn't you, Sam?" Frodo murmured.
"What would you have, now that the long dark is past?"
Sam swallowed hard, and gave the easy answer; he wasn't the sort to put himself
forward. "Things as they were in the good old days, Mr. Frodo. Us back in the
Shire, with me taking care of your bit of garden. The two of us going down to
the Green Dragon for a mug of ale and wandering back late, without worrying
what's out and about in the night."
Frodo shifted; his nightshirt was open and his bare chest touched Sam's. Sam
felt as though his skin crackled at the contact; he gasped a little and bit his
lip to keep quiet.
"Rosie Cotton will be glad to see you come back again," Frodo murmured, voice
thoughtful.
Sam flushed; talk of Rosie was the last thing he wanted with Frodo in his arms.
"Like as not she's taken up with Ted Sandyman while I was away."
Frodo frowned. "We shall see."
"I guess we will, at that." Sam smiled. Nothing could dim his pleasure in the
thought of returning to the Shire.
They lay quiet and long minutes crept by; Frodo had not moved away, and Sam
savored the moment of contact while he could, accepting it as all Frodo would
offer him. "It's late, Mr. Frodo. See if you can't sleep a bit," he offered at
last, and slid his hands down to wrap around Frodo's back.
Frodo sighed, his lashes closing. "Bilbo's mithril coat was cold through all the
nights of our journey, Sam, but you were always warm."
Sam flushed, he didn't know how to answer this kind of talk, and he almost felt
like he was glowing. "You're not too warm now, are you, Mr. Frodo?"
"No, Sam." Frodo tucked his head against Sam, and when he smiled, Sam could feel
the softness of Frodo's lips moving against his neck. It sent a shiver of
pleasure down his spine. "Are you cold?"
"No," he sounded hoarse, and he cleared his throat. "Not if you're not, that is,
begging your pardon."
"No," Frodo sighed, a warm gust that made Sam's skin prickle, not unpleasantly.
"What would you ask for, now that it's all over?" Sam tried to distract himself
from the glowing warmth that lapped him, and stoutly denied his pleasure in
Frodo's touch-- it wasn't his place to dishonor his master and risk making Frodo
push him away. He couldn't bear it if his weakness and need cost Frodo his only
source of comfort. "I mean, not that just going home with you wouldn't be better
than all the songs ever sung, if you follow me."
Frodo lay silent for a long time, his breath misting Sam's skin. Sam lay very
still, certain that Frodo had not fallen asleep. "I follow you," Frodo spoke
very quietly. "And I would ask for nothing more than I have in this moment." He
lifted his head and kissed Sam's face, his mouth warm and soft, then laid his
cheek over the spot.
"Frodo, me dear," Sam muttered thickly, and bit his lip, but the words had
already escaped him; Frodo lifted his head. His eyes were shining, glossy and
deep, and Sam could not break away from them as Frodo slowly leaned in, head
sinking till his breath caressed Sam's lips. He searched Sam's eyes for a long
moment without moving, unwilling or unable to cross the final distance that
separated them. The moment stretched delicately, like a thread of honey,
refusing to break as it lengthened.
"I can't bear it," Sam finally gasped, and lifted his chin, bringing their
mouths together with a whimper of surrender.
Fragile and brief, the kiss brushed lightly between them. Their lips parted and
then touched again, clinging... and then Frodo opened to him like a flower, his
mouth velvety and sweet.
Sam felt bliss closing over his head like the waters of Anduin, and he drowned
with a will in the soft heat of Frodo's kiss-- not knowing how to swim, but
tumbled away in the current, clumsy strokes of lip and tongue moving him deeper.
Frodo moaned, his hands wandering over Sam's back, and after a time Sam blinked,
wondering how his master came to be underneath him. He pulled back and looked
down into Frodo's eyes, suddenly confused and shy, but Frodo's gaze was clear
and his mouth, though dark and swollen, was smiling.
"Sam." Frodo's voice caressed the words, trembling. "My own Sam."
Words failed Sam; he could not speak, and he leaned in, trembling, to brush his
lips against the curve of Frodo's jaw. His mouth spoke for him without speech,
tasting Frodo's skin with mute adoration-- along his jaw and up the line of his
throat to his ear, across his brow and then down his neck to the hollow of his
throat. He tasted salt there, and lapped softly along Frodo's collarbone for
more, trembling, his heart filled to bursting, not sure if the salt on his lips
came from Frodo's skin or from his own tears.
Frodo sighed, arms clutching at Sam's shoulders, holding him close. Sam blinked
fiercely against tears, and saw beneath his lips the scar Frodo bore from
Weathertop. Anger filled him, and tenderness too great to be supported; he
leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to the scar-- cold under his lips, a long
white crease of chill in Frodo's skin. He licked his warm tongue along the spot
to ease it.
Frodo's fingers crept into his curls, easing him away and down, and Sam's mouth
closed next over Frodo's nipple, flat and brown on his pale skin. Frodo arched
with a low cry, encouraging Sam, so he suckled gently, age old instinct taking
over where knowledge failed. He kissed and licked there for long gentle moments
as Frodo's skin grew slippery under his hands and Sam drew back, checking
Frodo's face again.
His eyes were closed and his lips open, his head pressed deeply into the soft
pillow, and he moved restlessly under Sam, a crease forming on his brow. Hastily
Sam moved to the other nipple and lovingly ministered to it as well, feeling it
tighten under his tongue. He shivered, a tide of heat rising to flood through
him at Frodo's response, Frodo's pleasure dearer to him than his own.
He abandoned it at last, reluctantly, and kissed along Frodo's narrow chest. The
scars from the ring mail driven into his flesh by the troll's spear in Moria
made a rough spot in the silky skin. They were not cold, like the mark of the
wraith's knife, but he soothed them anyway, wishing that he wore them himself,
instead of his beloved.
Frodo shifted his hips and Sam smiled, feeling heat and pressure low against his
chest; he already knew Frodo's body intimately from the time he'd spent tending
him in Rivendell-- he had cared for his unconscious master like a babe, grudging
anyone else the chance to touch him, and nothing about Frodo frightened or
repelled him, neither then nor now.
He pulled away and set his hand against Frodo's breeches, glancing up to be sure
of his welcome. Frodo whimpered, teeth sinking into his lower lip, and lifted
against Sam's strong palm.
"Just you lie easy, Mr. Frodo, and let your Sam take care of you," Sam murmured
huskily, fingers working the drawstrings, clumsy in his haste.
Frodo's hand caught his, unexpected and strong; looking up Sam saw worry on his
face. "Sam..." Frodo licked his lips, tongue flickering out nervously. "You
don't have to..."
"No," Sam agreed. "I want to." He met Frodo's gaze steadily, trying to pour
everything he felt into his eyes-- the long years he'd spent loving Frodo and
yearning for him, the tenderness and passion, his hope and his need and his
adoration, all the things for which words had never served him-- only deeds.
Frodo's gaze searched his for long moments, filled with fading doubt, then he
gentled, sinking back and loosing Sam's hand to roam as it wanted.
Sam opened the lacings and half-lifted Frodo, carefully-- he was still too
light, an easy weight in Sam's arms. He bared his master with reverence, lower
lip caught between his teeth, and Frodo let him, passive and trusting. His eyes
followed Sam as he ran his callused hands back up along Frodo's thighs. Sam took
a slow breath and set his hand between Frodo's legs, and Frodo sighed, his eyes
closing with contentment.
"That's it." Sam mumbled, a little gruffly, and he stroked Frodo. His hand knew
its job there even if he was out of his depth elsewhere, moving sure and tender
on his master. He nestled up against Frodo, mouthing softly at the curve of his
ear. "Just you let go. I've got you."
Sam watched in wonder as Frodo obeyed; his face tightened, his mouth opening on
a low, desperate cry, his features twisting as though he were in pain-- but he
was not, whimpering and gasping under Sam's gentle hand, pressing upward for
more touching. Sam buried his face in Frodo's neck and inhaled the clean scent
of him, feeling Frodo quiver, fine tremors wracking him over and over.
Sam wondered idly if anyone had ever touched Frodo as he was; his master had
always held himself aloof, buried in books or tucked up in Bag End with Bilbo
and maybe even Gandalf. Frodo danced at parties and sang with his friends at the
Green Dragon, but no hobbit lass had ever caught his fancy, at least not to
Sam's keen eye, and Sam groaned deep in his throat, humbled and aroused by the
thought that he might be the first to touch Frodo, as Frodo was his first.
The needy sound seemed to waken Frodo, who caught his arm and urged it away
firmly; Frodo's eyes were hot and a little wild when he opened them, and he
flipped Sam onto his back with startling ease, almost frenzied as he attacked
Sam's breeches, which still separated them.
Sam gasped and lay back, staring wide-eyed at Frodo, who knelt over him. His
curls were tousled and his nightshirt hanging open; he was beautiful and
half-feral, his lower lip pink and swollen where he had bitten it as Sam touched
him. "Oh, Mr. Frodo!" Sam gasped as Frodo's hand curled around him, and he
bucked into Frodo's grip in spite of himself.
Then Frodo was against him, bare flesh on bare flesh, and Sam whimpered, seeking
Frodo's mouth, which was freely given to him. Sam's legs parted to receive
Frodo's slight weight, and Frodo clutched his shoulders, catching his gaze and
holding it as he pressed himself down.
Sam surged up in answer, his hands sliding down to Frodo's waist; his body knew
how to do this, too, and he cried out gladly as Frodo slid against him. All
things that had separated them were set aside; Frodo was hot and sweet and
living against him, happy in the moment, his cries like elf-song in Sam's ears
as they took pleasure from one another-- small in comparison to what they had
suffered, and yet all of Sam's desire.
All too soon it was finished; Frodo cried out and quivered in his arms, and Sam
thrust upward a last time, mumbling incoherent endearments into his master's
ear. Frodo stilled, his heart slowing gradually, and Sam turned them onto their
sides. Frodo tangled their limbs and laid his head on Sam's arm near the
shoulder, breathing out a long sigh that left him languid and sated. His lips
nuzzled at Sam's skin for a moment, then his breaths evened as peaceful sleep
took him. After a time Sam's own lids fell shut.
"Mr. Frodo, me own heart's love," he breathed, and joined him.
Together the ringbearers slept, comforted.